whatev :-)

let's free think this post...

i wanna go where the wind calls my name... i wanna find that space that's particularly mine..where i've always belonged. because i completely get what mike means about not being able to live at home anymore, and there are many times where i feel like i can't live here anymore either... i need a place that encourages me to go out on my own and better myself on my own. we need a place where we don't let the stresses of the outside world distract us from our happiness.
it's time to grow.
but growing also means shrinking... shrinking away from where you started from, and people that you love, in order to find the you that you love and the where that your future lies.
it's tough...
but to thy own self be true, haha

I absolutely love good literature... it excites me in a weird way people lol. my 1 day working at the University Press got me excited all over again. i know it's way too soon to tell, and it could easily be just one of the many things in my life that i get really into for a while and then let it die... but i could really, really see myself in publishing. it's creating... it's sharing books, knowledge, entertainment to the world. hell, it's every career choice i've ever considered built into one. It's dealing with books, it's spreading information, it's creating, it's working with the economics and business aspects... it's being in charge of something small to be a part of something great. i dunno you guys....this could be my path :-)

keep your fingers crossed for me ;-).

trying to get my life together. I know i can get by from now till the summer with the little income i'm making now, but i wont be able to save for shit lol, and that really is what I want to be doing right now. me and pj started our first joint account haha, and it's a savings account just for this purpose. we really are intent on saving up for a car... and im hoping it will actually happen, but we're far from having enough for even a decent down payment. oh well, we'll figure it out... we always do.

so im kinda hungry, and so i'll go :-)